oh i'm just a little black rain cloud!
it is... godawfully early in the morning. i'm eating espresso chocolate and poptarts and i'm freezing my fingers off. i can only imagine it's because i can't seem to have enough money to pay for what i need to pay for. DAMMIT.
there is no one in this fucking lab and i've never seen such incompetence in my life as i've seen this semester. i mean, you ask us for our proxy numbers... and then you DON'T use them. you DON'T give us access to the rooms that need to be fucking OPEN at 7:30 in the morning. in fact, all you do is tell us to fucking CALL someone and forgive me if i don't have their numbers.
it's too fucking early. and it's grey outside. i slept with my mom last night and woke up at least 3 times to hear her trying to get up or needing to move myself. i'm taking a nap as soon as i get off at 1. and, for the record, my head is near to exploding. maybe it's an overabundance of cavities as i haven't been to the dentist in a year. or maybe it's allergies, cause you know that i don't get sick until some allergen makes my sinuses want to kill me with pressure.
nature is against me. because every time i come to this lab, i'm stuck walking in flip flops in the rain. fucking rain. first, it was EVERY FREAKING MONDAY that i had to work nights. and thank god, on a side note, that i don't have midnights anymore. now, it's thursday morning and it's STILL FUCKING RAINING. *stabbity the rain*
this has been an overabundant use of the verb "to fuck". i don't really care much. i'm tired, and i'm probably a lot cheerier than i come off. do forgive me.
there is no one in this fucking lab and i've never seen such incompetence in my life as i've seen this semester. i mean, you ask us for our proxy numbers... and then you DON'T use them. you DON'T give us access to the rooms that need to be fucking OPEN at 7:30 in the morning. in fact, all you do is tell us to fucking CALL someone and forgive me if i don't have their numbers.
it's too fucking early. and it's grey outside. i slept with my mom last night and woke up at least 3 times to hear her trying to get up or needing to move myself. i'm taking a nap as soon as i get off at 1. and, for the record, my head is near to exploding. maybe it's an overabundance of cavities as i haven't been to the dentist in a year. or maybe it's allergies, cause you know that i don't get sick until some allergen makes my sinuses want to kill me with pressure.
nature is against me. because every time i come to this lab, i'm stuck walking in flip flops in the rain. fucking rain. first, it was EVERY FREAKING MONDAY that i had to work nights. and thank god, on a side note, that i don't have midnights anymore. now, it's thursday morning and it's STILL FUCKING RAINING. *stabbity the rain*
this has been an overabundant use of the verb "to fuck". i don't really care much. i'm tired, and i'm probably a lot cheerier than i come off. do forgive me.
