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[wellownedbkup]

god. i'm turning into an emotional sack of shit today.

in other words.... I'M SUCH A GIRL, OMYGOD.

i'm remembering lettergraveyard here. and it made me cry today cause i wrote a letter to my old friend rob, who's now a piece of shit and i hate him so much, oh god. i miss him. and i'm tempted, and may or may not also write a letter to miami, and to my captain. because there's things i want to say and if i don't get them out of my head, i think i shall explode.

in other news, i need to email kristin hennig. i quit UPS. as of last night at like 3 am. i'm still in pain from yesterday, and that was a good day. seriously. i give up. i don't do manual labor. i don't do dehydration and heat and hobbling miles and miles to the car and then having to miss out on what little family time i have. cause i love my family, even if they're also as full of shit as it comes.


i'm exhausted, still. and i'm still in pain. but i'm going swimming tonight. i think i'll be alright, don't you?

Comments

[totalimmoral.livejournal.com]

it sucks that you quit UPS. at the same time, its hard work and not everyone can do it. Just imagine, they treat the "skilled" workers better than us "unskilled" workers. You were one of the lucky.

[wellowned.livejournal.com]

i'm a wuss... i'm not built for continual manual labor.

if they treated us better? i'd hate to think what they're doing to you.

They don't pay you enough....

[triskeles.livejournal.com]

UPS just doesn't pay enough for you to put up with that kind of physical and emotional crap. You are doing the right thing for yourself. So don't think about looking back!

You will be just fine, have a good time swimming! Take a couple of ibuprofin (if you don't have an allergy to it) before hand, it will help with the inflamation and pain.

Take care!

kg

Re: They don't pay you enough....

[wellowned.livejournal.com]

woohoo! thanks for that. it's a $3.50 paycut, but i'm already feeling better.

may i just say... thank god for heated pools and whirlpools!

take care, dear.