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wellownedbkup ([personal profile] wellownedbkup) wrote2004-02-11 04:46 pm

they call it paranoid personality disorder...

look at my eyes. do they seem afraid? careless? unneeded? do they show my insecurities? my wants and needs?

then why is it that i'm so afraid? why do the tears i try so hard not to shed still seep from my eyes like rain?

as i sit here, watching my hands shake and tremble...

why am i so afraid?