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Jun. 28th, 2007
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Jun. 28th, 2007 10:07 pmi don't even know what's wrong with me. i swear...
i've got heartburn. again. from talking to jones all frikkin' day. well, texting, at any rate, but the same general idea.
and telling that ass that i wish we'd met at some other time in our lives. cause we would've been fantastic together. (literally said that... stopped myself from saying anything else of that wave, but still...) and he texts back a little "i'm sorry."
and what do i do? i text back saying he shouldn't be. that having him as a friend is probably better anyway and his life is far more exciting with me in that role than any other.
AND I DON'T HEAR FROM HIM ANYMORE. the fuck.
am i just going crazy?
i didn't...... i swear i told him before that i liked him. and that was enough, right? and yet, it wasn't. jeez. god. cause i tell him with this watery smile that we would've been fantastic together. WHAT IS MY ISSUE. cause that's possibly the stupidest thing i've done lately. jesus.
i'm in evansville this weekend for an assembly. chances are you'll catch me via email better than anything. and i'll try to post if something is cool. but chances are? not. i'll just be wallowing over there, shall i? off for a shower and bed. catch ya later, right?
i've got heartburn. again. from talking to jones all frikkin' day. well, texting, at any rate, but the same general idea.
and telling that ass that i wish we'd met at some other time in our lives. cause we would've been fantastic together. (literally said that... stopped myself from saying anything else of that wave, but still...) and he texts back a little "i'm sorry."
and what do i do? i text back saying he shouldn't be. that having him as a friend is probably better anyway and his life is far more exciting with me in that role than any other.
AND I DON'T HEAR FROM HIM ANYMORE. the fuck.
am i just going crazy?
i didn't...... i swear i told him before that i liked him. and that was enough, right? and yet, it wasn't. jeez. god. cause i tell him with this watery smile that we would've been fantastic together. WHAT IS MY ISSUE. cause that's possibly the stupidest thing i've done lately. jesus.
i'm in evansville this weekend for an assembly. chances are you'll catch me via email better than anything. and i'll try to post if something is cool. but chances are? not. i'll just be wallowing over there, shall i? off for a shower and bed. catch ya later, right?