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Title: a deal with the devil herself
Author: me
Prompt: oct 6 warmup on nanowrimo (the protagonist game)

( done in basically the same scheme of time, though the action got away from me. )

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yo, seriously? what the heck? *pokes f-list* is no one alive out there??

also, i know i've been under the radar. i can't even... i dunno. my brain's not working right now. not working correctly right now, i should say.

uh, weight watchers! i'm skipping this week because, well, i'm short on cash, and i can't be bothered and i had a rough 3/4 days. (that is, to say, i fell off the wagon?? ate really healthy from tuesday to friday, screwed it all to heck saturday, ate taco bell today, and now i'm just...) so i'm gonna go next week, when i should have saved up a smidge more money. and when i'll have tried to eat healthy for most of the week. and take my meds. and whatnot.

speaking of meds, i'm so slow. i had a drs. appointment today, and i forgot it. *shrugs* i'll reschedule for later. when i'm keeping track of my sugars and taking my meds and basically you know.... whatever i'm supposed to be doing. *sigh*


um, i'm home? i let y'all know that a while ago, i know. but it bears repetition, if only for my own sake. i have to remind myself that i'm actually home. *sigh*

i'm utterly exhausted. it makes me glad that i'm in bed right now and took a nap earlier this afternoon. even if it means i'm still dragging now. (does it feel like a friday to anyone else?) i think i'm gonna just chill here for another hour or so. i'm not hungry, anyway. speaking of food, i really should update my food intake on sparkpeople....

really, though, this is the question i wanted to ask you.

is it bad that my top 7 of 10 reasons for losing weight reflect a lack of self-esteem and my love for the boy?