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it is gloomy as hell outside today.

which is also my outlook for this next semester. ( *cues gnashing teeth* i'm hashing this out with y'all, k? )

do you catch my dilemma? either i make myself focus on school, school, school and pray i don't fail or that no one gets sick again..... or i drag this thing out longer and longer as a result and hope that no one gets sick again.

of course, i could always just quit. i'm basically dropped out now anyway. it's just that i haven't accomplished a damn thing, and it's making me both proud and envious as hell that my old friends are graduating and accomplishing things. all i've done is get bigger muscles taking care of my mom.


i dunno. this is annoying as hell.

cues, tourist in others' reality, jsquared rps

Title: Tourist in Others’ Reality
Prompt: Cues. 6-16-05. “Crippling circumstances” and/or any Dogs Die in Hot Cars lyrics. 30 mins for both. (lyric: but I’m just a nothing that doesn’t have a lot and I asked for your life but look at what I got)
Notes/Warnings: RPS (JA/JP unrequited). Rated PG.


( If she really loves you more than me, maybe it's the best thing for you... but it's the worst that could happen to me. )