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in regards to jesse, whose idea this was...

fuck you life
fuck you life.
fuck you for giving me a fucked up family
fuck you for giving me a dumbass sister
fuck you for making me a nerd
fuck you for making me weak
fuck you for making my day suck ass when my weekend rocked
fuck you for making me have to go to class tomorrow
fuck you for making my dad believe i don't submit to his authority
fuck you for letting my brother leave me here today... car-less
fuck you for scratching my goddamn cd...
fuck you for making me need to bring myself pain when what i need is to die
fuck you for making me think i need to die
fuck you for not killing me
fuck you for making my friends miserable
fuck you for ruining their days
fuck you for ruining MY days
fuck you for ruining my friendships
fuck you for taking my money
fuck you for taking my time
fuck you for taking my chances
fuck you for hurting me
fuck you for hurting them
fuck you for hurting me by hurting them
fuck you for having me care
fuck you for having me write this
fuck you for whatever your going to do to me tomorrow
fuck you for whatever bullshit you pull out
fuck you for what the fuck ever.
fuck you for giving me the need to...
fuck you for kicking me while I'm done
fuck you for spitting on me right after kicking me
fuck you for every god damn thing you've ever tossed my way
fuck you for trying to break me
fuck you for the tears you've made me shed
fuck you for scarring me for years to come
fuck you for the things you've made me see and feel
Hey Life, FUCK YOU.


i'm two inches from cutting. yeah. i wonder if the scratching will last to tomorrow. because my life went to shit right after i woke up.

i do have a death wish. kill me before i wake up.

[dani!!!]

i found what sin's present was. on his journal. tell pacie not to peek under the cut. if you want the midi tunes, i'll email them to you.