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damn.

i've fucked nix up, haven't i?

so he's all like... "i'm sorry!" and liam's all like... "i'm fucking hurt, bitch." and nix is all like... *mopes* "he doesn't love me" and liam's all like... "maybe i should get over myself, but then he's such a whore." and nix sees the whore bit and goes off and is like... "maybe i shouldn't have cared at all because maybe i am such a whore that all i can do is screw things up."

damn. i've fucked him up and over and just... damn.

and right now he's in total "Fuck You Liam. I don't NEED you" mode and that's just not on because i want them to be happy and not have all this drama in their relationship if they've even still got one and this is just so depressing.

dammit.

*prays to gods of rp romance* would you mind sorting this one out? i think i've screwed my character over.

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*thuds*

nix and shay are running away together to the meditterranean. *is in a giggly puddle on the floor* this is cool.

this is very cool.

although a part of me feels bad that liam is gonna be left. and this is such a bad situation for them to be in. that being said, another part of me, just based on comments, which was bad enough, is highly upset at him and says, screw it. they need to get away.


and i just realized i'm completely sunk in role-play mode and i just tuned out an hour of my uncle and my grandmother talking. but this is just too cool to pass up.

my nix'll be happy for a week or two.