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my head hurts. i'm pretty sure i didn't mean for it to. but it does. it feels like my brain is leaking and melting down the back of my throat. and my throat hurts. and i could be asleep right now. seriously. i think i'm allergic to my jobs. or, at least, the buildings they're in. they've been remodeling, and i don't think i can stand the chemicals. regrouting floors and all that mess... my head just isn't the same. i need some orange juice... i think.


i stayed up late last night to watch dave letterman interview johnny depp. cause, i mean, who actually says accoutrements when they're talking about vandalism??? and you know he's still working that pirate look with all the dangling chains and the bits and baubles. his hair is pretty though. http://www.johnnydepp-zone.com/deppartment/nocolor/32.jpg that right there.

i don't know, though. i was watching and everytime he smiled, i just got all happy and sad at once, you know?? like, it was such a pretty smile, http://www.johnnydepp-zone.com/deppartment/redblack/rb32.jpg a little nervous, but pretty. but it just felt like there was something missing, you know? or maybe that's just me. it's like a smile that's a little mischievous, a little sad, a little nervous, and ten times the pretty.


though, i mean, what's not to smile about??? he lives in france, beautiful kids, beautiful wife, owns an island, is the prettiest man alive... maybe... and all from humble roots. he's just....


if he's as cool as i think he may be... he's definitely a friend. heh... and he's probably the only kentucky boy i'd give myself to.