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dammit. it's only 2 and i'm tired beyond all compare.


i got yelled at for 15 minutes to get up... and i still got up in plenty of time to get to work. i did some filler work, and left generally on time, after being bored shitless with the filler. i don't want to have to leave in a week (i got my 2 weeks notice at the beginning of this week), but i have no choice. i ate lunch alone. very alone. i went by counseling services, only to be told they only counsel students enrolled at the time (so what if i'm not reinrolled til next semester?) and to call uofl's psych clinic. which is only open monday to thursday. and has no way to make an appointment except by person. thank god it's not an emergency...... i left a message and that's that. they'll call back when i don't want them to, i know it.

it's raining. i'm early to work and wet and not really awake. fuckity fuck fuck.

i'm sorta anti-music right now. and food. i just wanna listen to placebo and eat potato soup. and sleep.

nano in 4 days? yay.