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my week's been shit and it's only tuesday.

had an accident this morning in my dad's van. trashed his passenger mirror. tell me why i thought i had enough space to get around that bus?

and i'm just so fucking tired. i know i need to get away. i don't need the reminder...

i'm cold. i'm tired. i want to run the fuck away. and i'm sekritly in love with someone and i just figured it out, but it won't matter cause that's crossing a line neither of us will cross. i've been suspended from classes this semester and i don't think i really care... shit. i *do* care, but not nearly enough.

i need to get away. would it be so hard to lose my ticket home and just send my cousin back on her own? and i keep thinking that maybe i'll move to indy and call it a day. i dunno.

i just hate today. and this week. i'm abstracted, distracted... cracked and out of line......