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Nov. 7th, 2007
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Nov. 7th, 2007 10:55 pmgah. nano. why are you so cruel???
i've been sitting here for about 3 hours, 2 of which had the document open. i wrote half a sentence, and i've been blocked ever since. distracted by the internet, heartburn and music. i'm tired as all get-out, my lip is split and I HAVE HEARTBURN. i've got a sammy-centric supernatural fanfic floating around my head right now, but i can't get it to flow right, so i'm debating that along with my nano.
i was so *proud* this morning at the 600-some odd words i'd written to finish out chapter 3 (posted already). and i can't for the life of me get into chapter 4 yet. WHY WON'T YOU WORK, LOSER CHAPTER??? i wish i'd seen fight club. or read it. because i'm DYING to know how a fight exhibition goes. like, i saw something similar in prison break the other night, but that's not enough. i don't know how to phrase what i want.
( this is what the scene should be like, but not phrased right... )
i know how i want it to go, and i know it'll last the chapter out. i just don't know how to say it. here's hoping i have it together tomorrow morning. and listen to classical music(?) or something to get my brain in the right mode.
so, not writer's block, so much as editor's block. i can't get my head around just writing. plus, i don't think 3rd present limited is a good tense for me to write in. but i revert to past when i'm talking about the past, and i like the idea that she doesn't know everything that's going on. just what she can focus on. SUSPENSE!! you know.
alright. i've dallied here long enough. but that's what i'm on about right now.
i've been sitting here for about 3 hours, 2 of which had the document open. i wrote half a sentence, and i've been blocked ever since. distracted by the internet, heartburn and music. i'm tired as all get-out, my lip is split and I HAVE HEARTBURN. i've got a sammy-centric supernatural fanfic floating around my head right now, but i can't get it to flow right, so i'm debating that along with my nano.
i was so *proud* this morning at the 600-some odd words i'd written to finish out chapter 3 (posted already). and i can't for the life of me get into chapter 4 yet. WHY WON'T YOU WORK, LOSER CHAPTER??? i wish i'd seen fight club. or read it. because i'm DYING to know how a fight exhibition goes. like, i saw something similar in prison break the other night, but that's not enough. i don't know how to phrase what i want.
( this is what the scene should be like, but not phrased right... )
i know how i want it to go, and i know it'll last the chapter out. i just don't know how to say it. here's hoping i have it together tomorrow morning. and listen to classical music(?) or something to get my brain in the right mode.
so, not writer's block, so much as editor's block. i can't get my head around just writing. plus, i don't think 3rd present limited is a good tense for me to write in. but i revert to past when i'm talking about the past, and i like the idea that she doesn't know everything that's going on. just what she can focus on. SUSPENSE!! you know.
alright. i've dallied here long enough. but that's what i'm on about right now.
