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i've got half an hour left at work this morning, and then i get to run around and basically have a day of suck thereafter. i've gotta dash home and fax over the accident report and the letter from Stupid Guy From The Bus Who's Suing Me to the insurance company. and then try to eat. healthy. and all that. plus i have to work this afternoon in the library. and i just totally cannot be bothered with that. sheesh.

i'm just... i had to take off yesterday to help my mom all day... which, i mean, it's ok. i don't mind helping her because she can no longer walk. but i'm so fucking tired that i can't even think anymore. i gave up on what would have been the greatest novel ever (and probably my first NaNo win) at 5K because i couldn't focus on it anymore. which bites. it was good, but i can't be bothered anymore.

and, i mean, this morning wasn't bad overall. i watched the msn live concert of paolo nutini. and i'm really digging his music right now. but i just.... my brain is foggy and i can't think and i'm just so exhausted....

only 300 calories so far today. maybe i can stay under 2000? yeah. right. i haven't even had lunch yet....