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some secrets and lies about me
Jun. 27th, 2008 04:09 pmthere's a lot in my head right now that isn't particularly coming out correctly.
i wanted to tell y'all some secrets and lies about me. i can't remember a one.
i never rec a story, but i really wish y'all would go read drvsilla's Into His Hand (y'all can check it here at the source post. it's jensen ackles/jared padalecki bullrider!AU slashfic, written for this year's Big Bang. it's nc-17, but the sex isn't what drives it. it's a really, really good piece of prose and i love her characterization of the boys. i think she gets jensen spot on, even if it's an AU version of him (since i'm convinced he's really a very smart boy in a very dumb profession). so. yeah, when you get a few hours to spend, read it.
i love spn fandom until it gets wanky. on the plus side, mixtape meme (it came out awhile ago, but i'm still peeking at what folks think of when they think of the show and the boys). on the negative side, the whole wank over Big Name Fan(girl)s. seriously. suck it up, people.do you know why people get to be BNFs?? because word of mouth gets around that they're really, really good. it's not that they're purposely putting themselves out there in fandom. but when they were in fandom early, they write really well, and they do things like the SFE podcast, heck... if you didn't know who they were? you'd be on the out of fandom. i guess it just annoys me about everyone taking fandom SO FUCKING SERIOUSLY. get. over. it.
this isn't particularly against anyone. but, fandomsecrets? i think you're a coward if you can post a personal attack there anonymously. and i also think that saying "X person is 50 billion times better than all y'all!" is asinine too. fandom isn't all there is to the world or to a show. if you don't like a person, don't like them. if you like a person, like them. but don't go making wanky mountains and personal vendettas out of FANFIC.
god. i hate my skinny pants. they make me feel fat. i hate that i turned in my application to go back to school. i hate half an hour lunches on fridays and i hate that i can't get my brain to turn off right now. i hate that i'm going home to do laundry before i leave out again tonight. and i hate that my grandmother thinks she owns me this weekend.
but more than anything, i hate that my shoulder is hurting this badly. :(
but in other news, i got 100% singing Don't Fear the Reaper by Blue Oyster Cult on Rock Band the other day. WIN.
i wanted to tell y'all some secrets and lies about me. i can't remember a one.
i never rec a story, but i really wish y'all would go read drvsilla's Into His Hand (y'all can check it here at the source post. it's jensen ackles/jared padalecki bullrider!AU slashfic, written for this year's Big Bang. it's nc-17, but the sex isn't what drives it. it's a really, really good piece of prose and i love her characterization of the boys. i think she gets jensen spot on, even if it's an AU version of him (since i'm convinced he's really a very smart boy in a very dumb profession). so. yeah, when you get a few hours to spend, read it.
i love spn fandom until it gets wanky. on the plus side, mixtape meme (it came out awhile ago, but i'm still peeking at what folks think of when they think of the show and the boys). on the negative side, the whole wank over Big Name Fan(girl)s. seriously. suck it up, people.
this isn't particularly against anyone. but, fandomsecrets? i think you're a coward if you can post a personal attack there anonymously. and i also think that saying "X person is 50 billion times better than all y'all!" is asinine too. fandom isn't all there is to the world or to a show. if you don't like a person, don't like them. if you like a person, like them. but don't go making wanky mountains and personal vendettas out of FANFIC.
god. i hate my skinny pants. they make me feel fat. i hate that i turned in my application to go back to school. i hate half an hour lunches on fridays and i hate that i can't get my brain to turn off right now. i hate that i'm going home to do laundry before i leave out again tonight. and i hate that my grandmother thinks she owns me this weekend.
but more than anything, i hate that my shoulder is hurting this badly. :(
but in other news, i got 100% singing Don't Fear the Reaper by Blue Oyster Cult on Rock Band the other day. WIN.
