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i am... such a lazy person. still not packed for the trip this weekend. i kinda threw some things together late last night, after having tossed some dresses and stuff in the wash at midnight. so totally didn't wanna get up this morning, either.

and... yeah. there's all the substance i've got for this post. lame, huh?

in other news, still not got much in the way of money for the poland trip. will be broke in nyc. not ready for this weekend to happen, not in the least. ugh. why do i even bother pretending to be prepared?? am feeling kinda lonely. but apparently i'm picking up two boys to go to the movies tonight? i sincerely hope i don't get weird. i think i'm firmly decided on going to get alt cert MAT.

also, i need to figure out why i carry all my tension in my shoulders. it's off-putting.