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Dec. 30th, 2003 11:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wellownedbkupHi. Quick Nix update… because he needs it. He’s feeling, like… really really depressed. Cause what he’s doing isn’t what he wants anymore. He wanted to lose himself in pain… now he’s sitting in a corner of my mind, picking lint off his mini skirt so he won’t cry. He wants to be normal… if he still can be.
He’s not crazy. The bruises… the healing wounds he had recently… they’re hidden beneath long sleeves and makeup, if need be. But he’s not happy with his darkness. I think, if he could, he’d kill himself to end this vicious cycling.
I think he’s committing suicide by having others destroy him. And I don’t want that to happen.
…
In other news, Alain (your friendly, neighborhood fictional vamp) is back again and keeping me up half the night. He’s finding my writing escapades… amusing, to say the least. … he wishes sometimes I’d been a guy. What a freak. He’s too Anita Blake, mixed with some Carpathian and some of the Atwater-Rhodes chic’s stuff.
I gotta run. C y’all later.
He’s not crazy. The bruises… the healing wounds he had recently… they’re hidden beneath long sleeves and makeup, if need be. But he’s not happy with his darkness. I think, if he could, he’d kill himself to end this vicious cycling.
I think he’s committing suicide by having others destroy him. And I don’t want that to happen.
…
In other news, Alain (your friendly, neighborhood fictional vamp) is back again and keeping me up half the night. He’s finding my writing escapades… amusing, to say the least. … he wishes sometimes I’d been a guy. What a freak. He’s too Anita Blake, mixed with some Carpathian and some of the Atwater-Rhodes chic’s stuff.
I gotta run. C y’all later.
