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1. What would your character kill for? What would they die for?
he says he wouldn't kill for anyone, under no circumstances. but under his best intentions, he'd sacrifice himself for anyone he loved. he doesn't really have any principles to die for.
2. What would they refuse to do under any circumstances? Why?
he would never intentionally hurt anyone. he's a little selfish, but he'll take no for an answer. he spent so long not being able to say no (both by situation and by choice for a time) that he wouldn't dream of putting someone in that predicament.
3. What do they dream about? [Either literal or figurative].
lollipops and candy canes. (/supernatural quote) nah, he really just dreams of being happy. but it's always bittersweet, always tempered with negativity. he always figures that he doesn't deserve to be happy.
4. What’s their biggest fear?
a return to form. he had a life that was worthless and used. he doesn't want to go back there.
5. What single object would they be most hard pressed to part with? Why?
objects don't mean much to him.
6. What is their fondest memory?
it's almost always sunrise. but the pictures layer themselves: sometimes it's italy with shay, sometimes california with liam, sometimes mornings with his cousin ailis.
7. What is their worst memory?
it smells of gasoline and ripples burns across his skin. and makes him glad he left boston when he did.
8. What or who was were their most significant influence? Expound.
perhaps not an influence to the better. rachil (who's name i'm gonna change sometime soon, dammit) did a lot of damage to the boy's psyche. it was a lot of work to bring him back from the edge.
9. What do they believe makes a successful life?
a little notoriety. comfort. someone who loves you. consistency and persistence and longevity of relationships.
10. What makes them laugh?
shay, when she's standing barefoot outside of his room. children, when they're actually playing and enjoying themselves.
11. What are their religious views?
not religious. there's hints of christianity in his past, but he doesn't believe any of it. not really.
12. What is their greatest strength?
he's caring to a fault.
13. Do they have a fatal flaw? If so, what is it?
he's needy. god, he's so needy. and he's selfish. he loves very deeply, but he wants everything to himself and it's going to hurt someone. it's already keeping him and shay and liam on uneven ground.
14. Who is the most important person in their life?
shay. liam. it vascillates.
15. If they died or went missing, who would miss them most?
he wants to say that shay and liam would miss him most. he doesn't think anyone in his family would care but ailis.
16. How would they describe themselves?
(trying to be positive) loving, quiet, generous (but he usually thinks worthless, selfish, lonely, desperate)
17. How would others describe them?
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1. What would your character kill for? What would they die for?
He says he’s the kind that would kill or die for someone he loves. Though I take that to mean that he’ll throw himself into all kinds of trouble. He has anger issues.
2. What would they refuse to do under any circumstances? Why?
He refuses to have sex with a guy. I mean, he’s understanding, to a point. But he’s got some bigoted points about him, and he limits the amount of himself that he’ll show to someone who’s gay. So if he was ever propositioned, the Mick in him would put up fists to fight faster than he’d take it as a compliment. (this is all circuitous when all he wanted to say was that he doesn’t swing that way, but he’s pretty open about other things.)
3. What do they dream about? [Either literal or figurative].
He dreams he’s underwater.
4. What’s their biggest fear?
Drowning. He’s very reckless with his own life, but after a brush with death by drowning, he has a deeper fear of it than before.
5. What single object would they be most hard pressed to part with? Why?
He has the engagement ring in his pocket every day these days. He wants to ask Pacie to marry him, but he’s so afraid she’ll turn him down. So the ring is something that he means to give her, but cannot bring himself to let go of just yet.
6. What is their fondest memory?
Thunder and the yacht on the Ohio and being entirely spoiled by Pacie.
7. What is their worst memory?
Getting shitfaced the day of prom because a chick wouldn’t go out with him. Losing Patsy by inches, and then her death.
8. What or who was were their most significant influence? Expound.
His grandfather was the most influential in his young life. But when they moved so much, they lost contact, and Sin had to fend for himself. I guess you could say that his parents influenced him as well, making him see the kind of person he never wanted to become.
9. What do they believe makes a successful life?
Love. Accomplishment of… something. Anything. The wind at your back and full sails.
10. What makes them laugh?
Usually he finds himself laughing at himself when Pacie has him doing something outside of his comfort zone.
11. What are their religious views?
A very Christianized background, but hypocritical. Church every Sunday, sinning hard again Monday.
12. What is their greatest strength?
He’s a knight in shining armor. He’s always up for saving a damsel in distress (and here’s hoping he leaves his saving all to Pacie, because I need a happy couple in my life, not another depressingly complicated one).
13. Do they have a fatal flaw? If so, what is it?
He’s got very little security. He wants to think he’s got it all figured out, but he second guesses. All the time.
14. Who is the most important person in their life?
Aspasia Aleron, his anamchara.
15. If they died or went missing, who would miss them most?
God, he hopes everyone would miss him. But he thinks the person who would miss him the worst is Pacie. She’s his compass and guiding star.
16. How would they describe themselves?
A starfish.
17. How would others describe them?
“Bloody hell, how should I know?” direct quote, there.
1. What would your character kill for? What would they die for?
Nothing and no one. He won’t be a martyr for anyone’s cause, not even his own.
2. What would they refuse to do under any circumstances? Why?
He has a sense of integrity, despite all his actions to the contrary. So he won’t flat out break the rules or anyone’s heart. He just gets caught up sometimes.
3. What do they dream about? [Either literal or figurative].
His dreams are home movies on constant repeat, grainy and flickering like a projection against a wall from those big film canister type films. He watches them like an outsider and pretends he had a life just like the little boy with the Russian mother and the brusque father.
4. What’s their biggest fear?
Becoming too tied to one person, one place. (which, hey, I didn’t know that about the boy) Everyone he loves, he cheats on or leaves him.
5. What single object would they be most hard pressed to part with? Why?
He has a stuffed bear that I’m pretty sure he thinks is his mother’s, but couldn’t possibly be. But he keeps it in memory of her.
6. What is their fondest memory?
Truthfully? It’s getting kicked out of Luke’s bed after a night of drunken, awkward, but fulfilling sleep (with possible sex). It’s standing in the hallway with his pants in his hand and nearly bare-assed and thinking that he’ll have to see this girl again when she isn’t so fucking paranoid about whoever knocked on the door at ugly in the morning.
7. What is their worst memory?
He doesn’t want to talk about it. It generally always involves death, abuse and distancing himself.
8. What or who was were their most significant influence? Expound.
He’s absolutely winging it. I think that he can’t narrow down his influences because then he’d feel accountable to someone, somewhere. So maybe he’s a little zen because of Joanna. And maybe he has a conscience because of his Baba. And maybe he’s a heartless bastard who doesn’t treat women right because his father never taught him to be anything but and his mother was too dead to teach him anything anyway.
9. What do they believe makes a successful life?
Always being free to change it up and go somewhere new.
10. What makes them laugh?
Kyden always calling him Jellybean. Tyler’s son Damien and how adorable he is.
11. What are their religious views?
“Fuck religion. It’s all corporate bullshit anyway.”
12. What is their greatest strength?
He’s very good at making a person feel comfortable. He wants you to see him as non-threatening.
13. Do they have a fatal flaw? If so, what is it?
He runs away from everything. Even when he loves someone, he distances himself from them so that it’s just as good as him not ever being loved at all. Which, maybe suits him fine.
14. Who is the most important person in their life?
He doesn’t want to admit it to himself because it would mean he’s breaking his cardinal rules. But he loves Luke with all his heart and he hates that he hasn’t seen her in a long time.
15. If they died or went missing, who would miss them most?
There’s a bank account that would miss him dreadfully. KIDDING. He’s actually gone missing for long periods of time, and Kyden and Tyler both drug him out of his stupor to become alive again. He has friends who care for him. He’s a little wound up in himself to realize it sometimes. (I’m not entirely sure Luke would miss him. Only because it’s been so long since I’ve RP’d them together that I’ve no clue how their relationship would last.)
16. How would they describe themselves?
Lost. Locked. Hidden.
17. How would others describe them?
I’ve been told that he intimidates some, intrigues others and Nix seems to think him safe. He’s loved as the nice, but depressed guy in Angelus.