That creepy feeling down your spine is the answer to all the sins you've committed.

[wellownedbkup]

It's cold chills when you know that what they're talking about is you and you have to hide. Cold chills that skitter along your spine and leave goosebumps along the battered arms and bruises you can't remember getting. And you want to cry... and you can't. Because then you tell your secret to the world. The secret you are bound to hide for all eternity.

I hate when friends fight. When you see that you are stuck in the middle, the pacifist without choosing sides. And it isn't like they mean to hurt you.

It just happens.

You can't choose between a relationship and a friend. You shouldn't have to. Opinions, arguments...

I want t help... but what can I say? I can't please everybody, but I won't take sides.

Comments

[techieratwtape.livejournal.com]

*hugs*
know whatcha mean

Re:

[astaria51.livejournal.com]

*hugs* like I said to Morghan -- thank you. Just being there and being neutral and not taking a side -- it meant a ton to me.

I felt really, really alone today, but you and Morghan helped me realize that I wasn't, completely. You didn't blame me, you didn't blame Kate, and I didn't want either. I just want this fight to be over. I actually was really glad someone said "that's a really stupid fight" because I think so too. it's about a lot more than the David Bowie argument but...the whole thing's confusing and stupid.

But thank you for getting in the middle of it. I know you might be putting yourself in a position to get blamed or get people annoyed for not taking sides, and that's horribly wrong.

*HUGS* I just want you to know how much it helped me. and how much I appreciate it.
thankyou.
<333
~faye~

[wellowned.livejournal.com]

*hugs back* thanks

[lunamorgan.livejournal.com]

Thank you. For being neutral. For not fighting. For not adding to the hurt. We're all fighting and we're all in the wrong but you're not judging and not contributing to it. Thanks. *hugs*

[astaria51.livejournal.com]

Thank you...so much.
I know it must be hard to be as good a friend as you've been being...but believe me, it means a lot. You had the choice to get right in the middle of everything today, let yourself get shoved around, and talk to everyone, or stay completely out of it and stay safe.

...thank you for taking the harder choice. I'm not sure what I would have done without you. Just a caring face at the lunch table made life immeasurably better.

*bigwarmhugs*
faye

[wellowned.livejournal.com]

*watery eyed smiles*