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wellownedbkupi'm not calling this year a wash. because it wasn't. not really. i did some great things, got great news... and basically whiled away my time.
like, ok. i spent most of this year just... reading. nothing important. just... short stories. watching old tv shows that i haven't watched in a long while. and outside of that, i spent a lot of time writing. nothing's gotten done, per se. just... writing. like this whole semester was poetry, which i haven't written in ages and ages.
and that's another thing. i got back into school this fall. which was great news. except how it wasn't because it took up a bunch of my time. *is* taking up a bunch of my time, i mean. i got promoted, passed an important test... still haven't heard back about becoming an air traffic controller... i whined a lot about health issues and not having a car. got a car, gas prices went down.... so i had really good news.
and the best news was finding out that montpellier's basically in the bag. and that i get to go to poland for the international convention. i'm conflicted cause it's in the same month. but still. *wants both*
and i had the worst news too. the break-up that wasn't. which still bothers me because i thought it was something real and special and it's far from that. and when he said he wanted to be friends, i was good with that. but then he stopped talking to me at all. and i can't keep being the one initiating contact cause that makes me look desperate. i'm not. i just miss having a friend and wish i'd kept my mouth shut.
i don't know about this year. it's been ugly, except when it was beautiful. i miss having the stability i didn't have this year. it's just been... strange.
i'm hoping next year is better. it'd be killer to actually have money to spend, time away. good friends. to actually grow up for once and not have the world on my shoulders.
THIS YEAR IN REVIEW HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY: BOREDOM. NOTHING MAKES THE DAY DRAG AND NOSTALGIA HIT QUITE AS HARD AS BOREDOM. GET YOURS TODAY.
like, ok. i spent most of this year just... reading. nothing important. just... short stories. watching old tv shows that i haven't watched in a long while. and outside of that, i spent a lot of time writing. nothing's gotten done, per se. just... writing. like this whole semester was poetry, which i haven't written in ages and ages.
and that's another thing. i got back into school this fall. which was great news. except how it wasn't because it took up a bunch of my time. *is* taking up a bunch of my time, i mean. i got promoted, passed an important test... still haven't heard back about becoming an air traffic controller... i whined a lot about health issues and not having a car. got a car, gas prices went down.... so i had really good news.
and the best news was finding out that montpellier's basically in the bag. and that i get to go to poland for the international convention. i'm conflicted cause it's in the same month. but still. *wants both*
and i had the worst news too. the break-up that wasn't. which still bothers me because i thought it was something real and special and it's far from that. and when he said he wanted to be friends, i was good with that. but then he stopped talking to me at all. and i can't keep being the one initiating contact cause that makes me look desperate. i'm not. i just miss having a friend and wish i'd kept my mouth shut.
i don't know about this year. it's been ugly, except when it was beautiful. i miss having the stability i didn't have this year. it's just been... strange.
i'm hoping next year is better. it'd be killer to actually have money to spend, time away. good friends. to actually grow up for once and not have the world on my shoulders.
THIS YEAR IN REVIEW HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY: BOREDOM. NOTHING MAKES THE DAY DRAG AND NOSTALGIA HIT QUITE AS HARD AS BOREDOM. GET YOURS TODAY.
