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[wellownedbkup]

i'm having an off day already. my body's not cooperating. neither is my brain, the back-slider. *waggles finger scoldingly*

i miss having someone to cuddle when i feel bad. my mom's in a hospital bed now, so i couldn't even cuddle her today. i need a lap to lay my head in and shared body warmth and the comfort i used to offer my sister in the touch and head scratching and petting and just...

happy vacation to me.

my parents keep arguing. my mom's been stuck in the bed cause my dad's working overtime. they were supposed to have the week off. yeah, not bloody likely. but he was on call, then had to finish a project... and is now back on call. so even if i wanted to have my time off be lazy like i wanted, i can't have that.

anyway. hi y'all. what a way to ring in the new year, yeah? i shoulda moved out long ago. and gone to see jones at the bar today and stopped over to dani's for her party (and to meet her boy, dammit!). i should get my own place cause it's worse staying here than it ever was staying elsewhere.


poland is calling my name. i've gotta save up for it. especially as my london friends want me back, my derby friends want me back (well, not juanboy, but that's a different story altogether), my family wants me back (maybe not my grandparents, but i don't feel like giving them the choice this time). and i'm homesick. i wanted france, but i'll take poland and england.

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[hoveringon.livejournal.com]

*hugs tight* I hope your mom will be okay!

[wellowned.livejournal.com]

i hope so too. she's been trying really hard to get mobile and it's been pretty much impossible this past week. *hugs back*

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where do you live now? poland seems like a nice place. i'd like to visit.

i miss having someone to cuddle too!

[wellowned.livejournal.com]

i live in kentucky. well, louisville, which we swear is not like the rest of the state. born and raised here, actually. but i feel much more at home anywhere but here. my dad's half of the family is english, and i spend long summers with them as often as i can. i miss england--not the news coming on at 9 at night, but pretty much everything else. when i'm there, i think i miss the states, but when i'm here, i always remember why i left. if i had my way, i'd move. it's a little... not in the cards at the moment. but soon...

i'm actually going to poland for the int'l convention. yay being a delegate! it'll be a good experience, i think.

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oh man, i totally forgot you were a witness.

i am so jealous!

i went to copenhagen, denmark for the international convention in 2002 and it was seriously the best experience of my life. talk about an emotional trip. you will LOVE it.

[wellowned.livejournal.com]

i can't wait. seriously. i've been waiting for this for AGES. so this was the first year i qualified. *is all whee*