well fuck you too

[wellownedbkup]

i swear. it's not like i was purposely trying to fail your class. or even
drop it cause i'm failing.


no. it's because I'VE GOT FAMILY ISSUES AND YOU MUST THINK I'M FUCKING
CRAZY TO BOTHER WITH THIS.

it's very simple. i'm not like everyone else who fails and then tries to weasel their way out of it. nope. cause i'm a decent and fairly honest individual, i'm going to explain why i didn't come to your fucking class. and i'm going to say it very clearly.

MY FAMILY IS FUCKED UP. mental problems abound. but they're not allowed. yes yes, i know. but forgive me for not controlling the situation. you see, while i live at home, i cannot (CANNOT) go to a therapist. their house, their insurance, their rules. i'm not allowed to have issues.

so, when i get panicky at the thought of attending a class, or when i cannot force myself to even walk up the one flight of stairs to get to class... forgive me if this sounds weird... I CAN'T TALK TO ANYONE ABOUT IT SO THAT I COULD GET SOME HELP. and when i get so depressed i may as well be in a dark room crying my eyes out and committing suicide... I STILL CAN'T TALK TO ANYONE ABOUT IT TO GET HELP.

so. i know i haven't been in your class. i tried. and if i'd known what the drop date was... i would have dropped it.




so, forgive me if this sounds a bit weird, but i'm asking for YOUR FUCKING HELP. you don't have to give a fuck. just sign a fucking piece of paper saying you don't give a shit. i'm sure the dean's office'll understand. it's not like my tuition helps pay your salary or anything.

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[sunrise-sunset.livejournal.com]

which class was it? or was that about all the classes in general?

i'm going to find somewhere for you to go. i still think you should try the uofl people again. i told my mom about it and she said "damn its too bad she's not somehow related to us" because remember i told you about the thing through her work? she said your mom is "fucked up."

[wellowned.livejournal.com]

just macro. because she's a fucking asshole that was all like... "if i let people withdraw from my class on the last day because they're failing, everyone would." well, bitch, don't you think that's a problem?

god i hate uofl.

[astaria51.livejournal.com]

Can you go to UofL counseling, sweetie? It's not like your parents will really know about it, and it should be something your professors can verify.

Additionally, can you try talking to the dean of students? Granted, ours is a lot more accessible with 800 students than yours will be with several thousand, but sometimes these things get grades mysteriously altered to a "withdraw" and some such.

Feel better. *hugs* I hope people stop being assholes soon.

[wellowned.livejournal.com]

thanks... i've been thinking about counseling here, but the last time i went to see about it, they were all like... "uhmm... i don't know what to do." seriously.

i'm in the process of petitioning for late withdrawl. i guess i'll have to add something on at the end explaining what a psycho my macro teacher is.

[thefragyle.livejournal.com]

*love*

[wellowned.livejournal.com]

*hugs you tight* thanks.