wellownedbkup: (cold)
so it seems that winter has just not left yet. *is freezing* i keep shivering and can't stop.

also, i'm hungry and not having money sucks.

but i guess i should say, more importantly, that i'm procrastinating on papers. i should really be writing right now, but i can't bring myself to do so. it's something about how 13 pages sounds really really long in my head, even if that's the bare minimum between three papers. but still. ugh. i hate writing. i was really spoiled, what with my slacking off for X years in school. *headdesk*

but at least i know what i'm plannning to write... )

so. you know. at least i have a clue the direction i'm headed in.
wellownedbkup: (writer)
now complete. had plans to use a sestina or two, but it was too circular.

i've had enough of pumpin' and blowin' )
wellownedbkup: (wtf)
i swear. it's not like i was purposely trying to fail your class. or even
drop it cause i'm failing.


no. it's because I'VE GOT FAMILY ISSUES AND YOU MUST THINK I'M FUCKING
CRAZY TO BOTHER WITH THIS.

it's very simple. i'm not like everyone else who fails and then tries to weasel their way out of it. nope. cause i'm a decent and fairly honest individual, i'm going to explain why i didn't come to your fucking class. and i'm going to say it very clearly.

MY FAMILY IS FUCKED UP. mental problems abound. but they're not allowed. yes yes, i know. but forgive me for not controlling the situation. you see, while i live at home, i cannot (CANNOT) go to a therapist. their house, their insurance, their rules. i'm not allowed to have issues.

so, when i get panicky at the thought of attending a class, or when i cannot force myself to even walk up the one flight of stairs to get to class... forgive me if this sounds weird... I CAN'T TALK TO ANYONE ABOUT IT SO THAT I COULD GET SOME HELP. and when i get so depressed i may as well be in a dark room crying my eyes out and committing suicide... I STILL CAN'T TALK TO ANYONE ABOUT IT TO GET HELP.

so. i know i haven't been in your class. i tried. and if i'd known what the drop date was... i would have dropped it.




so, forgive me if this sounds a bit weird, but i'm asking for YOUR FUCKING HELP. you don't have to give a fuck. just sign a fucking piece of paper saying you don't give a shit. i'm sure the dean's office'll understand. it's not like my tuition helps pay your salary or anything.

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